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law investiture was nothing short of wonderful. (: although there were some glitches here and there, everything else went rather well. had so much fun decorating the lecture theatre (despite the last minute prep!) and of course, taking pictures! haven't done that in quite a while and it's about time too, since i have lost all my pictures from the computer crashing incident. heh. shall try to do a little collage thingy with adobe photoshop soon and post it up! (: a huge thank you to ruz, wei loong and kwok loong. your first assignment as exco members and you three have done such an amazing job! (: really proud of you all and it was so fun working with you guys! (: i'm really excited to see more of the lawinc events becoming successful! and of course, to everyone who helped out, thanks a lot! i guess i finally understand that a successful event is due to every participant's effort, whether big or small. (: went to wild wild wet with my little cousins, my sister, my mum and my maid on saturday. hahaa a little break from my hectic workload in school. and it was a good one, i must say! i enjoyed myself so much! haha and i found out that day, that little kids have so much energy! after we finished one ride, the three kids zoomed off to another while the older three were strolling behind. hahaha hilarious. but it was absolutely wonderful to see the smiles on their faces and excitement! (: makes me smile and makes me happy too. (: haha i was like screaming during most of the rides. x) but the kids enjoyed it! and kept wanting to go again! sigh. hahaha love them. was exhausted when i reached home and so, i didn't study at all. x) yikes, not good. went to maine's house today with lois after church, to choose a dress to wear for nicklaus' dinner. haha she has so many pretty dresses! but i can't fit into most of them! so sad! :( in the end, i chose a pink dress and she taught me how to alter it! so smart! (: thanks for lending me! and dearest, i love you so much okay? i'm really sorry i told you that and totally ruined your mood today. :( i'm sorry i didn't know how to cheer you up too. :( i know it's not easy but with God, you can be strong alright. hugs! - i guess i tried too hard to "protect" you but ended up hurting you more. i'm sorry. i know sorry doesnt cover up the hurt you are feeling right now and nothing i say can change anything. i really don't know what to do anymore. i wish i could take back all my actions and words that might have led you on or gave you some kind of hope. i should have been more tactful and sensitive to your feelings and the whole situation. you are still my best friend, and i will be waiting for that day when things are back the way they used to be. he is going through what i'm feeling right now. i don't understand why i'm so stupid to continue holding on despite knowing that nothing would come out from it. i know very well that nothing will change but i still do the things i do. in the end, no one is hurting me but myself. i am the one who is making myself miserable, leading myself on and pretending that things are the way i perceive them to be. how stupid of me. it's time to seriously let go and stop running after you. things are so much better now and i don't want to ruin it again. |