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i feel like going for a swim because the pool and the sun look so inviting. but i'm one lazy girl. i also feel like sleeping, due to consecutive 2am nights. rahhh i don't know what i should do. :( anyway, next week is going to be another packed week. law investiture is on friday! quite excited for it! ((: lawinc has planned a lot of activities for the law students and it's really encouraging to know that the response so far has been good. (: spurs us to work harder. ooh and we just found out that our study trip next year is australia! yay! it's going to be so much fun! i just hope that my dad doesnt go back on his word and tell me one day that i can't go for it. :( i have been looking forward to this trip since last year! ((: i seriously feel so fake right now. pretending to be someone i'm not. i want to cry everything out, but the tears just don't come. i want to push the blame on anyone but myself. i want to like you, but i can't. i want to let go, but i can't. there are so many things i just don't have control over. i'm so tired of trying to make everything work out, planning my every thought, every word and every action. maybe i should go and sleep. |