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now that my exams are only two weeks away, it's time to say hello to pressure, stress and late nights. thank God for my coursework grades! (: they have, subconsciously, become my driving force and motivation to study harder. it's so hard to push yourself sometimes, due to pure laziness and procrastination. but i'm glad that these grades are a positive influence. the past week has been filled with little chats on the future. what university to go to, which country to study in, are my current grades good enough etc. this made me realise that, in exactly one year, i'm REALLY going to graduate and most probably, fly off to new zealand to study, God willing of course. everything is just moving so fast. i can hardly catch my breath while thinking about it. hahaha but everyone tells me this is something good, something positive, something to look forward to. i know that i'm supposed to be happy and excited about this wonderful opportunity but i guess i'm more worried about the responsibilities and pressure that lie ahead of me. oh well, the only thing i can do now is pray, pray and pray. (: |