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the much anticipated/dreaded letter arrived on monday. i'm more relieved than happy and of course, extremely sad. while i am excited about the prospect of meeting new friends and being in a new environment, the thought of leaving for months and soon, years just kills me. i know it takes time to adapt and everything will be okay when i'm there, slowly but surely. but right now, i can't seem to stop myself from thinking about the day i wave goodbye to familiar faces i won't be seeing for a long while and how will i survive being apart from people i love. i guess i should be more positive and open-minded about leaving, like write a list of things i want to do before flying off. but till then, please forgive me for sudden outbursts of tears and random reminiscing. |